life's a kick

दिल जो टूटा हमारा उम्मीद भी हिम्मत नहीं करती है ख्वाहिश क्या जागेगी दुबारा जब तम्मानाएं भी सच होने से डरती हैं

When you are with me everyday is a joy even a simple debate is a word-i-licious ploy the body doesn't tire spirit feels free passion burns in a fire when you are with me When you are with me everyday has a meaning mundane comes alive finer's every feeling mind's a clear sprakle words deeper than sea soul's in seventh heaven when you are with me When you are with me i'm such a better human i'm positive i'm fair full of genuine care colors become colorful greener is every tree moments get intensity when you are with me

my friend suggested : think about him. And i thought, if i have to 'think', it isn't love...

Tree against the deep blue sky its branches bare, tall & gaunt amidst the green and frozen winds bravely fighting loneliness' haunt

यूं तो मेरा पागल दिल, किसी और पर ही मरता है फिर मैं न जानूं क्यों हर दिन, तुमसे मिलने को दिल करता है इस बड़ी सयानी दुनिया में, जहां एक शख्स भी न ठहरता है, वहाँ पलके बिछाए इंतज़ार में, तुमसे मिलने को दिल करता है वैसे तो सपनों का नगर, कभी संवरता कभी बिखरता है खुश रहूँ या बेहद गुमसुम, तुमसे मिलने को दिल करता है आने वाले कल की सोच, सचमुच मन भीतर डरता है पर बीती यादों की चादर तले, तुमसे मिलने को दिल करता है.. उजड़े मन की बगिया में, सपनों का राख लहरता है लाख मनाऊँ दिल को मगर, तुमसे मिलने को दिल करता है...

There's no hurt so big that forever i'll grieve nor for a lost love will i stop to live I'll grow laugh and love my heart won't rend pain doesn't threaten me i've made it my friend

When life brought you i was fresh as spring happy with the things i would dance and sing as time went by in you i found an echoing similarity my soul's own sound my queen-like-doll is how you'd call me a new world of dreams thru' your eyes i'd see stuck like glue we'd always hang around immeasurably in love our hearts were bound I knew it'd come to the point of calling since time's the boss our test came rolling i gave my hand into yours with trust i was ready for the fight since you came first but the first blow came you tore yourself away leaving me alone you never saw my way i kept trying again in hope that i'd revive your love for me come back in your life then came your excuses some pretence some sham in your life i was but a mere flotsam

वो मौसम जिसमे मिले थे हम प्यार में की थीं दूरियां कम दिन महीने साल बीते आहें भरते आंसूं पीते सर्द हवा में विरह सताए सब यादें आई, पर तुम न आये वही बारिश जिसमे भीगे थे तन वो बातें जिनसे मिले थे मन भर्रायी आवाज़ में निकले थे बोल बाँध टूटा था मन को खोल जीने के थे कितने बहाने पाए वो वजहें धुंधलाई, पर तुम न आए वादों की डोर से न बंधा है कोई सिसकने को अब न कंधा है कोई वो नोंक-झोंक, वो मस्ती की हंसी वो कोमल स्पर्श, मानो ज़हन में बसी, वो महकें, वो जगहें, वो सपने फिर आए उम्मीदें उमड़ आयीं, पर तुम न आए

like a bird for its nest and fly for nectar like a sanyaasi's quest no worse no better like a river for sea and dog for owner like a killer for gun and silence for loner my skin burns at the thought of you and races my pulse till world turns blue with feelings bare and nakedly true like a lioness of love i desire you

Without you, there's no song no notion of right or wrong it's strange, i can't even cry before i know, my day floats by... your face sits pretty in my soul every morning your memories unroll birds don't soar, spirits don't fly before i know, my day floats by... some questions haunt, without a clue some dreams some hopes deep in blue on lost earth, under hazy sky, before i know, my day floats by...

When we try to move on, they throw us a bait When we latch on to it, they ask us to wait

A question most dreaded for one who wants others to comply who detests freedom, loathes liberty is the question called ‘why’ It’s made the thinkers think it’s made the shy try it’s made the doer do it’s emboldened spines to reply It’s unsettled the elite and insulted the sly stirred the underdog winged ideas to fly So, unturn given answers look beyond the sky eternally let this fire burn that makes you ask ‘why’

A restlessness grips And the pulse goes slow as distances widen As you go Grazed to the bone I’m empty I know I’m dying within As you go I wish I could beg In my heart I’d show It’s a dead end for me As you go

how i loved you.. i laid bare my soul 'n heart gave my life a whole new start my trust grew deep, my temper sweet more of life in every beat living full throttle sticking like glue that's how i loved you How i loved you.. i was but a naughty child a flower growing in the wild and then you came and when you spoke i closed my eyes, within i woke ideas stirred ambitions swirled a new light flooded my world like never before i earnestly grew that's how i loved you How i loved you i used to think i knew love which was but an illusionary bluff love is worship, love is prayer mind-in-soul, a feast very rare it liberates, it heals heart-to-action, it seals it transformed me into a new version stabler and abler, a better person smooth sail or a rough ride i have in you a humble pride now you're gone and friends are few but romance with life goes on like new that's how i loved you..

पाओगे भी न मुझको पाकर न कर पाऊँगी तुमसे प्यार मेरी आत्मा बसती है मुझसे बाहर मैं खुद हूँ अपने दिल का शिकार

के जवाब ही न दे पाऊँ मत पूछ सवाल ऐसे दिल ज़र्रों में रोता है बात बताऊँ भी तो कैसे..

I share with you a bond very true friendship and care & a chemistry damn rare A feeling that's vice but equally nice A hunger untamed & a relationship unnamed